Ok. Enough is enough. It is long past time to give up this self-pity-woe-is-me-pathetic-I'm-a-zombie crap. I think it is time to turn that corner. It is all but a done deal. The court date is set, and I am actually looking forward to the slight possibility that someone could care about me again. (Didn't say I wasn't going to be self centered anymore!)I think I can start to dream again.